somewhere in between... by rainb0wdelight, literature
Literature
somewhere in between...
somewhere in between
it's like a pressure, a heaviness. it's strangling, but not suffocating--it's constantly there, pressing against your ribcage, your diaphragm. it makes it hard to breathe, to function. it makes it hard for you to wake up in the morning, it makes it hard to sleep. this pressure, this heaviness. it's like a ball and chain attached to you, to your throat.
it's just a pressure. a heaviness. there is no name for it. there is no label or way to describe it other than... suffocation, strangulation, depth. sinking. drowning.
drowning.
it's that moment when you're sinking, when you've held your breath just a little too long. t
I am a lady with hardly any class, but I can try and win your heart with my devotion.
Current Residence: Room 483 Favourite genre of music: Rock, Pop. Favourite photographer: Alyx L. Favourite style of art: Anything. MP3 player of choice: iPod
because I'm lame lol.
I'm tired of this one.
sailorlilyy (https://www.deviantart.com/sailorlilyy)
watch if you want, there's really nothing up yet, but I'm hoping to start posting some stuff... hopefully.
I can't really get myself motivated to draw anymore which is really bringing me down. I miss this community but it's not been a good year for drawings and such. No time since I work all the damn time.
Hoping I can do some work though. Hoping. We'll be moving soon, so I will have some extra time, at least I am still hoping so lol.
But yeah.
I really do. I come back here when time permits but I haven't had any time to do much of anything in all honesty. I miss drawing and I miss being online with all my bros. But life has got me stuck in a corner of work and little free time so I have to do what time allows.
Going to be celebrating my one year anniversary with my boyfriend. <3 I'm excited as hell to be doing this. The time with him has been amazing. :3
We're thinking of moving back home though, so we can save some money as well as choose which college we would like to go too. I'm really wanting SCAD. >o<
But yeah, I'm hoping to be back more, as time permits of course.
Hope